that was suprisingly helpful

So. I've had several horrible hours off deep despair and depression combined with burning rage. At some point after I've nearly broke our fridge, I've realized that something much be done, now. .

However, our usual option is Lavender and Micromeria fruticosa. However, that would have made the depression worse.

So, antongarou suggested trying Micromeria fruticosa and lemon verbena and it worked like charm. I have no idea why, but it both soothed the rage and eased somewhat the depression.

So this one goes under "things to remember".