not depressive, for a change

It's been some time since I've felt inclined to use this icon. Isn't it adorable?

I'm home now, waiting for antongaru, and it's raining outside. Nice and steady. I love so much to hear the sound of rain.

I am feeling much better than I've had for the last several days.

Day's work was stressful, but there is nothing new there. What's new is that I was actually able to reach out and ask for help. Instead of sitting at home, and freaking out, and let a depressive episode swallow me whole.

I can even believe, at least for now, that there is hope for me yet.

And I am so grateful for it, and for the friend who've helped me understand it.