Mixed kind of day (unlocked)
Sep. 1st, 2015 08:46 pmLet's start with the good, shall we?
I went to my neurologist today, and showed him the MRI scan. The results are, indeed, perfectly normal.
Also, since there is no increase in the epilepcy since I've started Concerta, I'm allowed to take it every work day - 5 days a week. He reced t0 avoid in the weekend, unless there is something that will cause me stress or extra mental effort. (i.e - family meetings, social gathering, and so on.)
Also, I was able to function at work today despite sever strain (as a result of the latest family crises). That was not something that was doable two months ago.
The less fun part of the day - for some reason my period opped to come a week early (got it yesterday). I'm in sever pain. Copping with careful physical work right now, that will be followed by a shower. And than we will watch Master Chef.
Oh, one other thing: Sine my emotional satima has increased, I've decide (after reading the books) to try stamina had increased signifisntly, I've tried watching the 100. Watched episodes 1-4 in a row, and I'm hooked. Too pieces.
The show has it's problems. The race issue, for example had me inching. And yes, quite a bit of violence. (The Charlotte scene....I saw it coming from the start of the episode, and still needed recouping time after). And some holes in the writing. OK? And the ethical situation both on Arc and Earth is difficult.
But, but, but. There is a solid arc, fascinating characters, an interesting world, holes or not, and I'm in love with Clarke, and oh, god, Octavia. Am fond of Jasper, and I think that Bellamy will grow up. And god, Abby, love her to.
And there is honesty here, people facing up horrible situations without running from the ethical messs and problems, without sugar-coating, and i'm awed.
AM told it gets better.
I mean to spoil myself in order to prepare for triggers (there were parts I fast-forward - the graphic ones of Clarke treating Jasper, and, well, forced to make a horrible decision to mercy-kill someone else.
So. I will continue to be very careful, and I promised![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
antongarou that as part of the Safe Red lines rule I will pull back if it becomes too much. (and by now I can trust myself to honour that. he does, as well).
But so far as trigger-reaction goes - so far, so good.
I went to my neurologist today, and showed him the MRI scan. The results are, indeed, perfectly normal.
Also, since there is no increase in the epilepcy since I've started Concerta, I'm allowed to take it every work day - 5 days a week. He reced t0 avoid in the weekend, unless there is something that will cause me stress or extra mental effort. (i.e - family meetings, social gathering, and so on.)
Also, I was able to function at work today despite sever strain (as a result of the latest family crises). That was not something that was doable two months ago.
The less fun part of the day - for some reason my period opped to come a week early (got it yesterday). I'm in sever pain. Copping with careful physical work right now, that will be followed by a shower. And than we will watch Master Chef.
Oh, one other thing: Sine my emotional satima has increased, I've decide (after reading the books) to try stamina had increased signifisntly, I've tried watching the 100. Watched episodes 1-4 in a row, and I'm hooked. Too pieces.
The show has it's problems. The race issue, for example had me inching. And yes, quite a bit of violence. (The Charlotte scene....I saw it coming from the start of the episode, and still needed recouping time after). And some holes in the writing. OK? And the ethical situation both on Arc and Earth is difficult.
But, but, but. There is a solid arc, fascinating characters, an interesting world, holes or not, and I'm in love with Clarke, and oh, god, Octavia. Am fond of Jasper, and I think that Bellamy will grow up. And god, Abby, love her to.
And there is honesty here, people facing up horrible situations without running from the ethical messs and problems, without sugar-coating, and i'm awed.
AM told it gets better.
I mean to spoil myself in order to prepare for triggers (there were parts I fast-forward - the graphic ones of Clarke treating Jasper, and, well, forced to make a horrible decision to mercy-kill someone else.
So. I will continue to be very careful, and I promised
antongarou that as part of the Safe Red lines rule I will pull back if it becomes too much. (and by now I can trust myself to honour that. he does, as well).But so far as trigger-reaction goes - so far, so good.
