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Last several days at work were - uncomfortable. I have always been a kite, (and quite an impressive one), but it has been some time since I have made so many mistakes. Which is both disturbing and annoying. It's like I am not 100% present. Things that I should be aware of are slipping by.
I believe at least some part of the problem lies with me being upset over the coming weekend (which will see a visit to my parents) and an unpleasant checkup next week.
why should I be so disturbed about a home visit? Well even regular visits are a granted disaster. My mom is generally unhappy with life - and with me - and spends the better part of the weekend shouting at me, shaming me, laying the blame for most of her troubles on me and so on. Unsurprisingly![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
antongarou despises her - and is quit unsuccessful in hiding his feeling. And this coming weekend will see the very first visit of my parents to my BF parents.For a Friday meal, in honer of antongarous birthday. The potential for an explosion is enormous. .
The better part of my day included playing with icons - uploaded several new ones, all chosen fromhagar_972s library. Icons=fun (:
Well, I should go tackle at least part of my to-do-list.
I believe at least some part of the problem lies with me being upset over the coming weekend (which will see a visit to my parents) and an unpleasant checkup next week.
why should I be so disturbed about a home visit? Well even regular visits are a granted disaster. My mom is generally unhappy with life - and with me - and spends the better part of the weekend shouting at me, shaming me, laying the blame for most of her troubles on me and so on. Unsurprisingly
antongarou despises her - and is quit unsuccessful in hiding his feeling. And this coming weekend will see the very first visit of my parents to my BF parents.For a Friday meal, in honer of antongarous birthday. The potential for an explosion is enormous. .The better part of my day included playing with icons - uploaded several new ones, all chosen from
hagar_972s library. Icons=fun (:Well, I should go tackle at least part of my to-do-list.