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Today was rather horrible in terms of sheer physical pain. I don't know why the pain is so bad those last few days. But today was the worst day in a series of bad days.
So I've spent most of the day at Zombie mode. However, some things were achieved despite that: (and I think that it worth putting my Journal. Not easy to get things done when all you can think about the pain.)
* Went down to HR and talked with them again. I think that this time, there is a small chance that things are moving. I might even get that laptop in the end. Will see. However, I've left the office much more optimistic about this issue.
* Correct decide making process about tomorrow. I've decided that since today I am in a very bad state, and there is a gynaecologist appointment tomorrow morning (So I've rescheduled Psychiatrist to next week), and I intend to do six hours on Friday. So, I will cut off for home around 16:00 no matter how much work will call me.
Unfortunately, I can't think of more right now...However, just holding the day without breaking down or having a sever meltdown may be also considered as an achievement in a way? Damn level 8 pain. Those patches are not doing their work well enough, I think. I will need to try the higher dose, no doubt.
So I've spent most of the day at Zombie mode. However, some things were achieved despite that: (and I think that it worth putting my Journal. Not easy to get things done when all you can think about the pain.)
* Went down to HR and talked with them again. I think that this time, there is a small chance that things are moving. I might even get that laptop in the end. Will see. However, I've left the office much more optimistic about this issue.
* Correct decide making process about tomorrow. I've decided that since today I am in a very bad state, and there is a gynaecologist appointment tomorrow morning (So I've rescheduled Psychiatrist to next week), and I intend to do six hours on Friday. So, I will cut off for home around 16:00 no matter how much work will call me.
Unfortunately, I can't think of more right now...However, just holding the day without breaking down or having a sever meltdown may be also considered as an achievement in a way? Damn level 8 pain. Those patches are not doing their work well enough, I think. I will need to try the higher dose, no doubt.