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ernads ([personal profile] ernads) wrote2013-11-03 10:13 pm
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Sometimes I read a book and a paragraph, or a sentence, suddenly take new meaning and hits me in the face. Like an explosion of light.

I read it, and it feels like all of a sudden a key is turned in my mind, and a missing pice of a puzzle is found.

A sense of rightness. .

I don't have the correct word, but I think that some people will understand what I mean.

(The sentence that had exploded this time was from Ender's Game: Bean, mourning Ender after he was taken away: and than dealing with that: "Once he named the feeling, he could control it. He lay back and forced himself to go through the relaxing routine until he didn't feel like crying anymore".

I read it and thought: There, that's why it's so important to me to always list down and write about my thoughts and feeling and triggers. That's the name for my technique, that's how it works.

And, god...What a feeling.

Also, first time I had a chance to use this lovely icon.