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Today was a meltdown
the dissociation, alas, had broken over night. Probably following by my mental meltdown. So all the pain I dissociated from my consciousness yesterday came back with a vengeance today. I literally could not get out of bad, the pain was that crippling. So I asked ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
antongarou to fill me a bath and than limped into it. It helped some. And than I had breakfast, took a pill, and applied generous - very generous - amounts of Nerufan Jell. I actually respond to the stuff, and you don't know how rare that is. I think it and I will develop a close relationship from now on.
anyhow, DA and YA came over around 14 - an hour and a half after they were invited...(not that we didn't have some delays with the food, but). And we had lunch together, and after settled to chat outside. DA tried very hard to lure G outside, why purring about how beautiful he is, without much luck. Our little Panther was just too scared.
And I think my mind is too zombie right now.
antongarou to fill me a bath and than limped into it. It helped some. And than I had breakfast, took a pill, and applied generous - very generous - amounts of Nerufan Jell. I actually respond to the stuff, and you don't know how rare that is. I think it and I will develop a close relationship from now on.anyhow, DA and YA came over around 14 - an hour and a half after they were invited...(not that we didn't have some delays with the food, but). And we had lunch together, and after settled to chat outside. DA tried very hard to lure G outside, why purring about how beautiful he is, without much luck. Our little Panther was just too scared.
And I think my mind is too zombie right now.