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morning post
(there is someone I am rather freaked about, but I am managing to keep it contained – there is absolutely nothing I can to, so me worrying will do no good. Which means I will worry – am a big mother hen, after all – but not allow myself to agonize over that.)
There are several nice things in a morning shift, I must admit – walking to work was delightful – it was still dark, the air was crisp and nice and cool, and very fresh. I felt strongly awake despite the fact that I did not sleep more than 5 hours (after I took three sleeping pills. But I did fall asleep eventually).
There is lot’s of work, but my ability to concentrate is much higher than norm. I find it all very weird. Maybe me body is trying to tell me I should go to sleep early and wake up early. But until I achieve that without taking three sleeping pills – and Rescue – I will not ask for those shifts as a norm. For all that it’s fun to finish at 18 rather than 20.
Oh, and I can now drink black coffee (mud coffee. Strong, two spoons) without any sweetener whatsoever, and even like it. That’s great, as it’s much more effective in keeping me awake.
Will have lot’s of work to do on my willpower today, with all the pasta-in-cream, chocolate, bamba’s, and so on floating around and being shoved at my face every hour. I swear – 6 am in the morning, I can’t even think of food at this hour, and someone comes along with a big box of chocolate and tries to hand me several pieces… Isrealie’s, long hours and food=feeding farm.
- as long as I am applying Inotyol and Biafine in large amounts every hour or so, the inch and pain is tolerable. But it always comes back. Rather despairing. It's just that I am supposed to use the stuff two times a day, and I have used it from 6 am three times already. cause it helps. it's just not precisely according to instructions.
Changing paper did no good so far. I hope that long use of anti-allergic drugs will help at some point. And I will try to make an appointment in the KS hospitol after the hols. Maybe they will have an opening for sometime sooner than 7 month ahead...
There are several nice things in a morning shift, I must admit – walking to work was delightful – it was still dark, the air was crisp and nice and cool, and very fresh. I felt strongly awake despite the fact that I did not sleep more than 5 hours (after I took three sleeping pills. But I did fall asleep eventually).
There is lot’s of work, but my ability to concentrate is much higher than norm. I find it all very weird. Maybe me body is trying to tell me I should go to sleep early and wake up early. But until I achieve that without taking three sleeping pills – and Rescue – I will not ask for those shifts as a norm. For all that it’s fun to finish at 18 rather than 20.
Oh, and I can now drink black coffee (mud coffee. Strong, two spoons) without any sweetener whatsoever, and even like it. That’s great, as it’s much more effective in keeping me awake.
Will have lot’s of work to do on my willpower today, with all the pasta-in-cream, chocolate, bamba’s, and so on floating around and being shoved at my face every hour. I swear – 6 am in the morning, I can’t even think of food at this hour, and someone comes along with a big box of chocolate and tries to hand me several pieces… Isrealie’s, long hours and food=feeding farm.
- as long as I am applying Inotyol and Biafine in large amounts every hour or so, the inch and pain is tolerable. But it always comes back. Rather despairing. It's just that I am supposed to use the stuff two times a day, and I have used it from 6 am three times already. cause it helps. it's just not precisely according to instructions.
Changing paper did no good so far. I hope that long use of anti-allergic drugs will help at some point. And I will try to make an appointment in the KS hospitol after the hols. Maybe they will have an opening for sometime sooner than 7 month ahead...