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kiss the rain
I have been listening to this song in loops throughout the day:
...Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind...
It's a somewhat triggery video - for me at least. But. It somehow reflects my feeling of being stuck in a hopeless loop. The despair of it, the loneliness, the determination to try again and again, the fear of ultimate failure, the fear of abandonment . All the things that eat at me, that are at the heart of the divide between logic and imagination, between rational mind and irrational emotion.
I want out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kq-r4ZUpels
...Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind...
It's a somewhat triggery video - for me at least. But. It somehow reflects my feeling of being stuck in a hopeless loop. The despair of it, the loneliness, the determination to try again and again, the fear of ultimate failure, the fear of abandonment . All the things that eat at me, that are at the heart of the divide between logic and imagination, between rational mind and irrational emotion.
I want out.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kq-r4ZUpels